I'm going to tell you all the same thing I tell my jounal - I am sorry, it's summer, the kids have been home, I have had surgery, and AND AND AND ....

No excuse - my most deepest apologies. I have also another site I am managing for the purpose of helping those with Chiari here in Utah and it has kind of been my main focus.

In all honesty this will be short. Our AC is taking the Sabbath off today and therefore so are my eyes. (Heat does that to me - never fun but always an interesting event) Speaking of interesting - I had a new kind of seizure a week and a few days ago which started at 3 a.m. and ended at 8 p.m. that evening. It took control of my body and had me jerking around as my husband put it he wasn't sure I needed a Dr. or an exorcist. (That's just my husbands way of dealing with the petrifyingly scarey) It was scarey, however I'm eternally grateful the worst didn't hit until we left the house so my children did not see it.

However a week and a half later my muscles still hurt after being used too long and I wear out real fast. OF COURSE! Who with Chiari doesn't? BUT - I was getting on top of that for the first time in the past 13 years. I've lost a total of uhum pounds - which is a lot. (for those of you who don't know) I lost 10 more in Aug. and told my husband if I keep going he will be buying me the 2000 dollar wardrobe he promised me by November. Good thing because we're going on our cruise finally in December and I plan on looking good in a bathing suit for the first time in - well let's just say TOO many years. Most of all - I am going to feel wonderful the whole trip.